starting to review... why in the 1st place applied for office job? Come to tink of it, i still couldn't tink of an ans. Qns to myself is, am i fit/able to work in an office? Or i still suits sales line more...
Im starting to wonder will i regret working tis line.. hai~ hate to tink of it, but have to tink of it.
Working almost 1 mth, but i seems still new to all the tings. =( everyting gotta ask ppl... i try not to but im scare ltr do wrongly.. everyone seems busy working but i seems busy surfing net. IS THIS WORKING ? Keng against me working here seems right. =( in the 1st place shld i heed his advice? i really dunno. Ever since work here, im totally shag & dun meet Keng out often as b4.. He din complain to me but he ever sound it out to me. i feel so guilty neglecting him over work... but i really no mood to meet him up after work. & i dun wish to let him c how shag i look like after work.. I MISS HIM ALOT ALOT ! i had probs in work feel like complaining oso cant tell him.. he's already so tired after working, i shld not trouble him over my tings. Hai~ life really meaningless to me more n more... i juz wana prove to him tat i dun wana depend on him & i can depend on myself... & im able to cope w my job well. i wana prove him wrong for against ,e working here... Hai~ like tat God oso dun help me... i already tried my best to remb everything related to work.. wat u wana me to do ? still remember how i met Keng. Was hoping to c him every monday coz he ll come to MGS. Even if i sick, die die oso muz go.. come to worst, i go back halfway.. haha~ at tat time flies............ how i wish i cld turn back e time.. coz tat's how i met him. he's already part of my life & i truly hope he ll always be part of my life...

Updated@Tuesday, December 23, 2008