Lil' baby brandon had an minor operation ytd morning.. he was able to be discharged on tat day..
maybe is due to the pain & uncomfy, he cried & cried.. So ke lian. i felt so sorry for him but i din carried him at all. he cried i dun dare to carry him.
When i saw bee leng, she was so helpless...! watching her baby cry like hell, yet she cant do anything. I saw her pair of helpless eyes.. fighting w tears. she was abt to cry... & tis is e 1st tym i saw her lik tis. my heart sank.. =(
I den realised being a mummy is not easy at all. watching her own son having operation & the after-effect, was another heartache to mummy.
MUMMIES IS SO WONDERFUL !!




back to Keng... tis is the last time i will b toking abt him in my blog.
i promise !
he ask to meet up ytd. i rejected.
but i dun understand y wana meet up ?
as usual, found an excuse & reject him.
he said he hope & still wana go cruising w him.
i was like... "WTF"
calmly, i told him to tink clearly.
he's gf now is not me.
wat wld his gf react when she noe abt it ?
but i dun care wats her reaction & hows her feeling.
i oni noe tat,
he wasnt the man i wana spend e rest of my life with.
so wats e point gg tgt spending lik any other couples when we've broken off?
is silly. yes really silly.

tis relationship, i've put more effort den the others bgr.
somehow feel quite of emo... but im really relieved.

Even james im once crazy over with.. i oso can put down.
now mainly as frens. Normal frens.
den why can't he ?
i believe i can do it.
but do gimme a little time.
i try.. by tis Feb, everything wld be fine..

No worries, frens. =)

loves.

Updated@Thursday, February 26, 2009