today ended too fast..

so many tings happened within tis 24hrs.

working.. sicking.. msning.. was part & parcel of my life.

today's having OT to complete some job... well, still not shag yet...
went over Gombak for driving lesson...
everything seems fine.

when i finished, i took e train to jurong east.
Guess wat?

i saw keng & his ex tgt waiting for train too...
whispering & laughing sweetly away..
but not much body contact.

i noe its time to end everything.
everything of him & me.

he saw me den.
how do i felt ?
Nothing. nothing at all.
my heart's not numb but i juz felt nothing.. blank..

he whispered to her & she left.
he came up to me which i din xpected tho.

talk it out clearly is wat we do...
& wat is needed.

he told me he still loves me..
how will i believe it eh ?
no matter wat,
im clear of my stand.

i dun love him at all.

15mins is all we need.
clear everything in a go.
with no quarrels & arguments.

i told him to let go.
no point being tgt w/o honesty.

aft a few persuasion,
he agreed.
saying he's not a gd choice.
ask me to find my mr Right.

he still wana save face for himself.
but, im not abit of angry.

we're still frens.
fren will be a more better choice for us.

everything relates to us had become history since 24th Feb ' 09.
we shared our everything since Sept 22th '08.
end everything on 24th Feb'09.

5 months of loving, sharing shifted frm "Current" to "Past"

a memories of happiness, sweetness, sadness, anger will always be remembered. =)


IM SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE NOW. =D


Keng,
i hope in e future when i meet u,
tis song will fits in our story...

看着你和她走到我面前
微笑地对我说声好久不见
如果当初没有我的成全
是不是今天还在原地盘旋
不为了勉强可笑的尊严
所有的悲伤留在分手那天
未必永远才算爱得完全
一个人的成全好过三个人的纠结
我对你付出的青春这么多年
换来了一句谢谢你的成全
成全了你的潇洒与冒险
成全了我的碧海蓝天
她许你的海誓山盟蜜语甜言
我只有一句不后悔的成全
成全了你的今天与明天
成全了我的下个夏天"

no tears ;
no sadness ;
no anger.

im relieved !

Updated@Wednesday, February 25, 2009