recently keep on raining... raining so heavily. Ben still gg on w his bdae bash...
dunno wat to say lah.. he happy jiu hao.. anyway i didnt fork out any money...

yesterday was my worst worst day! all tings were opposing me... =x
damn pissed off !
1st - Evon. She dun wana open the door when i knock e door ! kaoz~
normal day i alr du lan, wats more is raining heavily...
& i was lik damn cold & angry. knn~
she din tink of e past how we treat her sial...

2nd - fren. Not muchie comments can make.
in e past, frens kip tellin me not to b too gd to all frens. u treat em' heartily but dey dun.
i din heed their advice.. and was trying my best to treat all frens gd.
not much of a "NO" if i can help out... shall blog in my another blog more....
=x

since ytd, i realised wat my frens meant. i trully realised it.
suddenly enlightened by der words...
i realised...
oni some gd frens can be treated heartily.. i can give in to em' totally & maybe dey dun gimme back totally heartily.. but im oky w it. at least they appreciated.
the rest of the frens, can treat em gd. but oni to some extent... muz learn & noe how & when to say "NO" to some frens. No matter how u treat em' dey oso wun appreciate & tk it for granted.

Some frens changed & tats it. There's no turning back to e old self...

my frens, u may tink im very realistic.
i do not wana tink or made myself tink tat way.. im being forced to change my mindset...
some frens treated u truthfully & yet a portion of frens oni making use of u.
when u're in need, they ll treat u damn gd. but when u're not in e use anymore, tats it.
tat's the facts of frens. ( a portion of it )
is tis the definition of friends?

im so angry & disappointed !!! =x

Updated@Wednesday, March 04, 2009