wana wish my dearest ms wong..
A HAPPY BELATED 22th BDAE !
HOPE U NJOY TAT NITE ! =)
LOVES ~

my mood for tis week : EMO EMO EMO-ing !

why izzit life-stage ll be change so constantly?
i still prefer my younger life style tho'...
studying, playing, shoppin & dating.
and the good ting is, i will like guys who looks young. haha~
perhaps im being young-minded in the past...
"MARRIED" will not be in my dictionary !

now tat stage changes...
we all are alr stepping into wrking life...
altho i've stepped into wrking society since 16,
but tat tym my mind is still playing...
now everything is so so different!
wrking, shopping, clubbing & dating (if i hab).
LIFE IS SO SO SO DIFFERENT OK !
ppl say when u grow up, ur mind ll oso grow up...
yesh, TAT's SO TRUE !

now wana find a guy tat u like may not b as easy as the past...
some of their status may b diff ...
"MARRIED" tis word is 1 of impt word to me now..
i suppose tis word is very prior to alot of ppl at my stage... isnt it ?

arghhh.. i tink not oni my eyes r bad (for shopping!),
my heart is oso bad !
why do i like man-lier man?
why do i like older guys?
why do i not like boi boi guys?
Seriously i tink TATS NOT MY FAULT OK!
but bad ting is happening to me all e time...
haiz~
i like man.. which i mean really MAN.
but knowing he's married w kid?
u noe the feeling is like... SUX!

being a 3rd party is wrong,
not to say go and break up a family.

i dun wana be and would not be a 3rd party...
no matter wat.
my own family is coz of 3rd party,
making a total mess.
and coz of tis,
me & my dad's relationship becomes so bad.
at least nw is better den before..
so i PROMISE i wun be one myself !

i can oni hope to see & hope to get his calls everyday.
be it jus a sentence or words.
im contented. =)

i tink i can control my feeling for tis particular man.
i dun wana let love to overtake my liking to tis man.
i dun wana him to replace the oni love in my heart.
i shan't have anymore tinking of hoping tgt w tis man.
is wrong wrong wrong!
coz he's MARRIED!

when i happen to find out he's married,
im nt v shocking but my heart sank.
saw his son's pic, i noe he is his everything..
there's no pic of his wifey tho'...

hmmm.. is jus an INFATUATION!
yes ! gimme sometime and i can overcome everything !

Updated@Wednesday, April 15, 2009