SAD & ANGRY !!!

ytd nite tings i dun wana tink abt it...
comes back again..
tis time round, worsen!
i try to succumb my own feelings...
replacing w smiles on my face...

coz of tis incident which drags for yrs,
im more concern for my mum.

i noe she open tis shop is for me...
but doesnt mean tat i cant go out rite??!!
im so fucking angry when she malign me ok!
everyday aft wrk, i nv go down help her meh?
last time haben open shop, i go out whenever i like..
nw i always reject my frens ok.
yet i got tis kind of damn treatment..
CB, i realy v du lan ok.
i noe her mood is down recently,
but shld not tk people's concern for granted rite?
im kind enough to tell her i wun b gg to shop tml...
coz my sisters all r celebrating my bdae..
despite im turning 22 ok.
i always let her noe whr i am de..
yet she purposely say wana go tk stock!
NB! if u dun wana me to go, just say so lah.
y must mei tel me to postpone my celebration?
den y cant u postpone to sunday for stock ?
u're my mum, i respect u...
but in return i wan u to respect me oso!
u purposely wan go tml tk stock..
ask urself lah.. izzit PURPOSELY wan!
u jolly well noe my temper still wana try me...
this family is already on the borderline of breaking up!
u still wana play such game to create more probs??!!
for tat incident, NO ONE BLAMES U.
everyone cares for u..
PLS DUN TK IT FOR GRANTED!
this family alr considered broken liao,
u tink im realy happy for my bdae?!
cant u jus lemme go out & relac??!!
i noe u always stay at the shop,
i noe is boring esp w/o off days...
when mei or me in shop,
u can tk a break..
u noe i always encourage u to do so!
but is u urself dun wan ok...
so STOP being UNHAPPY when u noe im gg out!
i dun wana quarrel w u ok...
i hope tis ting can jus settle it!
DUN BLAME ME FOR BLAMING U CAUSING THE FAMILY TO BREAK UP if u're still being so unreasonable ok! (im nt referin to dad's incident)

i realy doubt myself will have a HAPPY 22nd bdae... haiz~





p/s: counting down 3 more days to TP!

Updated@Friday, June 19, 2009